What is my granny thinking?
The first time I could remember my granny was the day she bought a scarf for me when I was six years old and which she took it again though merely because I have no use who am i kidding I'm only six! Anyway I hardly sees my granny because she was always away helping people in need, less fortunate and giving her maximum time to help others. Then, after few years we insisted her to stay with us and she did. Feels good and comfortable to sleep with her every night, listening to all her stories and fables. Sometimes and maybe more often she had kind of hot temper too and known for that but who does not really?. But then my niece and nephews needed her and she said she would stay there . so she did but I never knew that would be the last she would remember me as me. Then last year, she was diagnosed with Alzeihmer disease. Then I went home for vacation and I saw her again after almost two years. I asked her who I am and she gave me a long brief look and she smiled but she could not remember me! I keep on asking many questions but she answered differently. Sometimes she would go around the house, sit and think without talking. I wondered what's in her mind. One day I asked her about her love life how she met granpa. She laughs out loudly and slipped into her dream world. She remembered but she could not tell. So maybe she might not relate but she has something to hold onto I guess.
